adactus | ( PLAYLIST ➤ i'm always dragging that horse around. )

in the forest is a monster. it has done terrible things. so in the wood, it's hiding, and this is the song it sings. who will love me now? who will ever love me? who will say to me "you are my desire, i set you free?" (who will love me now?) who will forgive and make me live again? who will bring me back to the world again? in the forest is a monster, and it looks so very much like me. will someone hear me singing? please save me, please rescue me. who will love me now? who will ever love me?

INFRA-RED ☽ PLACEBO

one last thing before i shuffle off the planet, i will be the one to make you crawl - so i came down to wish you an unhappy birthday. someone call the ambulance, there’s gonna be an accident. i'm coming up on infra-red, there is no running that can hide you, 'cause i can see in the dark. i'm coming up on infra-red, forget your running, i will find you. one more thing before we start the final face off, i will be the one to watch you fall. so i came down to crash and burn your beggars banquet; someone call the ambulance, there's gonna be an accident. i'm coming up on infra-red, there is no running that can hide you, 'cause i can see in the dark. i'm coming up on infra-red, forget your running, i will find you. i'll find you.

CHANGE ☽ MIND . IN . A . BOX

and i will never see the truth, this is not a matter of my youth. i do not need anybody else, bonds would put my mind into cells. i will never know i was wrong, never listen to those truly strong. i do not fear anything that's not me, ignorance is the ultimate key. i wouldn't want to live like this forever, but change myself? never, never. the very thought sends shivers down my spine, i'm sure everything, everything will be fine. i am the one who cries out at night, for somebody to change my very core. not sure why i live in endless fright, doomed to love only myself for evermore. i am the one who has no real friends, shallow people flocking to my banner. life, always fragile, i will never change. love, always fleeting, i will never change. i wouldn't want to live like this forever, maybe i really was too clever. i will never drag myself out of this, the shadows of my past bogging me down. feeling lost in turmoil and crisis, my face forever set in an endless frown. i have been hurt beyond mental repair, thence destined to suffer eternal damnation. no one can be there for me to care, but without i will never find salvation. everything is about control, i must never slip, nor ever fall. anything is possible for me. i must never doubt, and finally be free.